I feel like I'm suffocating.
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I want to marry John Mayer. Its today. Current Mood:
 Too calmRest in Peace Rodolfo. Dying to see? Hmm Blink 182 Chromeo DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL Forever The Sickest Kids GUSTER Hollywood Undead Jacks Mannequin Jason Mraz Katy Perry too many to name. Haha I probably would go to different states or cities to see some of them. I'm friends with this band called Bending August. Its almost 2am and I can't sleep. Thinking too much about shit I don't want to care about anymore. Its a beautiful night out; thunder and lightning but no rain. Its nights like these I miss writing over the phone with John. Fuck. Stop. I talked to Peter for like 5 minutes which was weird. Ahh! I think sleep is going to happen. Must sleep before I kill more brain cells by dying my hair. Yay! Nighttt I loveNeeding exactly what I can't have. I have a cold and I really hate sleeping alone. I miss this guy even though he really doesn't like me and I miss Dustin and John. I need a drink. Night! Oh Writer's Block. It's more of Boredom
My five books would probably be 1. The Notebook by: Nicholas Sparks 2. The Twlight Series by: Stephenie Meyers 3. Absolutely Normal Chaos by: Sharon Creech 4. The Lovely Bones by: Alice Sebold 5. The Great Gatsby by: F. Scott Fitzgerald I don't think I could bring just five though. I would need a ton of books to satisfy my boredom. I haven't gotten used to it yet. I should live in a bubble I want to go back to when I wasn't noticed. I need to find a new lifestyle. I need new music to listen to. For all of you who think differently, stupid boys. Will be the last time I cry over john. If Your My Life Were a Movie: The Soundtrack (New and Improved!)Opening Credits: Capri-Colbie CaillatThe Beginning of an Average Day: Cry Me a River-Justin Timberlake Everything Seems to Be Going Wrong: Cigarette-Graham Colton You Find Yourself in a Dead End Relationship: Collide-Howie Day You Feel All Alone in the World and Miserable: Goodbye-Spice Girls A Failing Relationship Finally Ends: Bend and Not Break-Dashboard Confessional A Long Night Alone: Daylight Robbery-Imogen Heap You Go Out With Your Friends For a Night of Fun: Given Up-Linkin Park You Meet Someone Who Really Makes an Impression: I'm in Heaven-ATC You Find Yourself Dancing With this Person: I didn't Say I was powerful,I said I was a wizard-Chiodos First Date: Bleed it out-Linkin Park Falling In Love: One Word-Elliott Yamin Your First Time Together: 24 Hours-Alexz Johnson Everything is Going Right For Once: Holiday-Boys Like Girls All of a Sudden, Something Doesn't Feel Quite Right: LoveStoned-Justin Timberlake Deep Thought: Heart of Matters-Ben Harper and The Innocent Criminals You and Your Significant Other Get into a Bad Fight + Break Up: Mandy-Jonas Brothers Feeling Hurt and Angry: Eleanor Rigby-The Beatles Trying to Move on But It Just Isn't Working: Whine Up-Kat DeLuna After a While Alone...Flashback: You Remember the Good Times: Just the Girl-The Click Five Regret: Roda-CeU Missing Him/Her: Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn Find Out Who Your Real Friends Are: Lullaby-Josh Groban Feeling Strong: What Hurts the Most-Cascada Epiphany!: Say-John Mayer Getting Back Together: Steal My Kisses-Ben Harper Something Sad Happens: Rain-Breaking Benjamin Dealing With It and Moving On: Show Me the Meaning of Being Lonely-BSB Love Stronger Than Ever: Only Fooling Myself-Kate Voegele Life's Okay Again: Morning calls-Dashboard Confessional Take this survey | Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site
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